if i had a chance to love you

another one

2010-02-26T10:37:00.000+08:00

十字路
Written: Andy puah
我在那
我什么了?
上帝给我力量。。。

Verus
我走到一条十字路口
无法知道我眼前是什么
我知道有你会陪我一起走
一条安全长的路
不一定眼前是美好
因为人生的残酷
是我无法在忍受

我想简单过这人生
癫狂的爱一个人
然世界过的美好一点
可是这有点不可能

请给我一点新鲜的空气
我才会感觉世界的美丽
或许这好不容易
至少还有你。。。

能不能教我面对这样问题
这样我才能走更长的路！！
至少我
还有你《〈〈
我想简单过这人生
癫狂的爱一个人
然世界过的美好一点
可是这有点不可能

请给我一点新鲜的空气
我才会感觉世界的美丽
或许这好不容易
至少还有你。。。

a song

2010-02-26T09:13:00.001+08:00

written a song yesterday took me 30 mins kinda draf work actually

VCD 的我
歌词:Andy Puah

二月的那一天
我想要买 VCD
走在 AngMoKio central
走进她的 shopping center
我找我要的VCD
我听到一个美丽的声音
(先生需要我帮助吗？)
Oh My God 她是我的仙女

chours
对不起我想我可能喜欢上你
请不要said I’m sorry
我是真的付出诚意

我想要和你写出一本love story
故事里只有我和你
结局会是跟你在一起

时间过了一年
我还是天天想你
我还是没有勇气
Oh my god 是什么Y里
我 take 了一个呼吸
终于我有勇气
我大声对她说

Rona ,

I’m sorry~
#@$%@@

对不起我想我可能喜欢上你
请不要said I’m sorry
我是真的付出诚意
我想要和你写出一本love story
故事里只有我和你
结局会是跟你在一起

(will add on soon)

new year~~~

2010-02-15T10:24:00.003+08:00

Well first day of tiger year, same thing every year~ took a few pictures on the way home.. yawnn.. will upload more when the real fun begins

叶子

2010-02-08T20:43:00.004+08:00

叶子

叶子是不会飞翔的翅膀
翅膀是落在天上的叶子
天堂原来应该不是妄想
只是我早已经遗忘
当初怎么开始飞翔

孤单是一个人的狂欢
狂欢是一群人的孤单
爱情原来的开始是陪伴
但我也渐渐地遗忘
当时是怎样有人陪伴

我一个人吃饭旅行(到处)走走停停
也一个人看书写信自己对话谈心
只是心又飘到了哪里
就连自己看也看不清
我想我不仅仅是失去你

（你开始飞翔了,阿桑）。

2 years~~~

2010-02-08T18:57:00.010+08:00

well what to write?? update on the changes and unchanged?

Things that change ,

I'm getting closer to my goal, most likely finish my theory by this year
New kind of jobs at suntec
Meet new kind of peoples and friends
Friends getting married and babies
Getting lighter

Things not change ,

Miss my mum
My cat is older but still a coward hahaha
Still single / not available

Let me see where should i start?

After working in School i went to Synovate to work (2008)

Working with chee hoe and alpha is a brand new experience for me, able to learn new skills both on IT and Human nature. Sadly said due to some reason i have to leave the place(long live wall street) oh ya i manage to wrote a song to someone's birthday , well alot people like the song.

After leaving synovate i went to suntec to work as support in BASF (2009)

things went really well , love the job but my boss always delay giving pay. after that got a job but i dont really want to talk about that as is really piss me off, the job you really cant learn anything , lously boss , kena arrow for nothing and trust me is the worst job i ever encounter.

Now im going back BASF soon, people there are nice so might be staying there till i got my dip in music, should be around next year end.

Everytime i heard song 叶子 i will think of her 阿桑
She my favourite singer, i almost broke down when i read her blog before she pass away she is strong.the song 叶子 is very well wrriten ,when i hear the song and the way she express it i feel she know about her sickness and have prepare to face it when the times come.

hm.. maybe let me post the stuff i took during the MIA

This kitten mum was killed, good news i went back last month is big and healthy~

D&D 2008. Perform on that day.

A strong tree Stood out when im a car

The sky change every year~

F1 crazy at suntec

Well i will update as much as possible

now im trying to find a way to uplod music on the blog

great music hang out on 19 may 2008

2008-05-19T08:38:00.003+08:00

well yesterday went a hangout with some music friends from internet.. one word to talk about it WOW... all the people there are talented.. coollll.. that day i met the best female vocal i ever met.. she totaly super good.. well i dont talk much that day and sing much ahaha but is ok i enojoy the rockers, R&B .. thanks everyone ~~ woooo
trust me they are the best i have seem~~

She is really good.. think she can join world idol~~

rockers~~ dont ask why pic not rotate

oops~~

haha elvis ~~

ROCK!!!!

think twice for abortion!!

2008-04-27T18:51:00.002+08:00

I came across this touching poem from my friend's blog thattouch my heart.

Month One
Mommy,I am only 8 inches long,but I have all my organs.I love the sound of your voice.Every time I hear it,I wave my arms and legs.The sound of your heart beatis my favorite lullaby.

Month Two
Mommy,today I learned how to suck my thumb.If you could see me,you could definitely tell that I am a baby.I’m not big enough to survive outside my home though.It is so nice and warm in here.

Month Three
You know what Mommy?I’m a girl!!I hope that makes you happy.I want you to always be happy.I don’t like it when you cry.You sound so sad.It makes me sad too,and I cry with you even thoughyou can’t hear me.

Month Four
Mommy,my hair is starting to grow.It is very short and fine,but I will have a lot of it.I spend a lot of my time exercising.I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toesand stretch my arms and legs.I am becoming quite good at it too.

Month Five
You went to the doctor today.Mommy, he lied to you.He said that I’m not a baby.I am a baby Mommy, your baby.I think and feel.Mommy, what’s abortion?

Month Six
I can hear that doctor again.I don’t like him.He seems cold and heartless.Something is intruding in my home.The doctor called it a needle.Mommy, what is it? It burns!Please make him stop!I can’t get away from it!Mommy! HELP me!

Month Seven
Mommy,I am okay.I am in Jesus’s arms.He is holding me.He told me about abortion.Why didn’t you want me Mommy?

The feeling of you crying so loudly with no one responding. Oh so depressing.

true true

2008-04-07T14:45:00.002+08:00

Scorpio is considered highly passionate, imaginative, determined, persevering, inflexible and self-confident

CharacteristicsAstrologers broadly agree that the following are the characteristics of Scorpio:

People born under the sign Scorpio are:
Passionate • Powerful
• Penetrating Intense • Determined • Compelling Purposeful • Keenly perceptive • Brave Deep • Complex • Analytical Inquisitive • Sensual • Mysterious Resourceful • Ambitious • Magnetic Hypnotic • Creative • Intriguing Profound • Loyal • Supportive Protective • Generous • Compassionate Humble • Quiet • Encompassing. Self-critical • Investigative • Passionate Caring • Tenacious • Dynamic Probing • Emotional • Concerned Shock-proof • Intense concentration • Understanding of their failings.

When frustrated or unhappy, Scorpios can be:
Self-destructive • Ruthless • Overbearing • Suspicious Jealous • Possessive • Dangerous • Quick-tempered Obstinate • Moody • Insulting Secretive • Intolerant • Cunning • Vindictive. [8]

Most compatible: Cancer, Pisces, Scorpio Semi-Compatible: Virgo, Capricorn, Taurus 50/50 chance with: Libra, Aries,Sagittarius Incompatible: Gemini, Aquarius
In Tarot, Scorpio is associated with the Death card, specifically as a form of regeneration..

(90% true)

ooh??

2008-03-12T22:50:00.002+08:00

oops sorry never update, well sunday went lee wei song and never got in.. lol never mind de my friends.. is experience count.. well nothing much actually these days.. find out my friend's dad got cancer.. i was oh my.. hope hes ok.. well... i think thats all of update..

sigh~~

2008-03-04T13:25:00.003+08:00

after my mum pass away

my life change to worst.. cause in this family i only talk to my mum..now she not around, i try to have a chat to the rest of my family but they always give me a stupid answer or scolded me for nothing.. im trying very hard to find a job.. but my family thought i never try.. they call me good for nothing.. i try to keep a smile , i dont know how long i can go on with this smile.. i had depression before.. my heart now is full of hate and sadness.. i love music alot and i had never given any family support..

i being love once by the kindess soul

and god have took her away together with my soul

oo?

2008-02-28T17:02:00.002+08:00

yesterday went to my best pal wedding lol.. i have a great time thanks pal.. i love the video part and the games part .. damm funny lol.. trust me u got lovely wife, love her kk? well never met alot plp yesterday for years. and never change.. i dont understand alot stuff. why they still like to talk bad about people.. do they know how it feels?? .. i dont care that much , so seldom talk to them.. wei zhong has a great gf and a funny one too lol.. during dinner tie a knot on his hand lol so funny!!..

well sometimes i find out some guys like to talk rubbish.. said love a person through the heart.. yap IF YOU LOVE HER FROM HEART < SPEND MORE TIME ON HER THAN GAMES , YOU HAVE MAKE HER CRY!!!!! I WONT FORGIVE YOU FOR THAT..!! YOU BULLY HER MEANS YOU BULLY ME!!!!

uh? what happen ??? ok nvm back to topic.. sometimes i wonder if that guy wnat to go attach with her for what reason? SE*? showoff?? or really love her?? what is love? is it mean showoff or other reason.. last time people said love is blind.. i think is apply to women not men.. maybe to men love is showoff~~

old days

2008-02-26T23:13:00.004+08:00

I always never forget the old days we had. young heart .. ha those laughter i once heard, can i hear it again?? Tomorrow is TTL wedding night , im thinking he might not be able to sleep now LOL.. im very happy that he found a wife at last.. i remenber last time when we were young he got a nickname like the gold fish , haha i dont dare to say why..lol..we being lost contact for years and fate bring this friendship together for a reason. well to me TTL is a man of responbile and good thinking.. sometimes he did care for his friends around him, is just he dont know how to talk to them. he always think before he did anything(thats the right way pal)

just now samule call me.. and told me why he has being missing lately.. well all i can said to him is that this is life just move on. God create everyone for a reason, so move on to see what happen next.

oooh ya today is yun xuan birthday.. happy birthday ~~ sad la her birthday she have to finished her project..

this new year 2008 so far i have seen alot of people true color.. what can i say? Make use of friends?? example a friend of mine ask about investment(and we seldom chat and never ask me out on gathering).. i told him im not working, he said nvm can use cpf (i was what de F!! make use of me to let you make money).. right now i dont know if im really think too much or their color show too much liao..

haha then shi yi lor so keen to get her psp.. lol . hopefully she cherish her new psp lor

is been 1 year plus without mum.. i miss her cooking.. i discover the family and i has a serious gap.. i dont know how to talk to them.. when im in a high fever mum will always ask me if im ok and touch my forehead say is better.. i like the way she touch my forehead because i can feel the love from her.. now i fever no one even care still want me to go causeway point when i almost faint and out of breath.. Do i have a family now?? they always use money to slove problem.. i never like money in my life.. i just want my mum~~

LOVE YOU IN MY HEART ALWAYS

25 feb

2008-02-25T23:28:00.002+08:00

today is ferlin birthday(happy birthday da jie(you are not old))..
wow time has gone very fast... looking back in the old times.. i have find out i being joining the wrong course.. times were bad not much course to choose..
what to do?? i cant change anything.. haizzz...
time fly past fast
like a speed of light in my memory
joy and pain that once being through , is it worth?
i miss a lot of people in my life
but i never expect to met you in my dream
what is it all mean??
love you forever in my heart , my gal..

a song written few days before v day

2008-02-24T22:37:00.002+08:00

SET YOU FREE

Cant forget the last day that we met
There is something I want to said
In my mind you are the only one

Many years I want to cry
All the things that I have done
Holding to you
Will you be mine

I just want to love you
In my heart
I just cant think something new
Cant we be the one we use to be
To hold you like I did

In my mind
I just want to set you free
I believe I really did
Loving you, is all I need
To feel your love cherish deep in me.

In my heart,
I want to know
If you really care
I want to hold you right now

I just want to love you
In my heart
I just can’t think something new
Can’t we be the one we use to be
To hold you like I did

In my mind
I just want to set you free
I did it I really do
Loving you, is all I need
To feel your love cherish deep in me

All I ask is to love you
So that you will be free

©CopyRights to Guo Rong

a song written on one week before the v day

2008-02-24T22:35:00.002+08:00

Special One

Remember the date we met
Remember how we met
You are my sunshine
You are my life
You are my only one

If you cry , I will be there
When you’re down,I really care
I want to hold you till the end of time
I want to love you in my life

When you’re my love
When you’re the one
I want to said how much I care
Can this be way to hold you in my arms

I want to
Tell you how I miss you
Tell you I really do

Close your eyes
Hold me tight
Cause today you will be my special one

Hold you tight don’t let you go
Is the best I can do
Promise you I cherish you
I want to love you till I die

Promise you, I will love you
Cause you are my the only one

©CopyRights to Guo Rong

oh ya strange thing happen past few years

2008-02-24T21:45:00.002+08:00

strange thing happen in past few years. im not married, im single for 4 years and suddenly i got daughter and grand daughter haha... sound like some fairy tale.. they are actually some students i met while i work in a school.. ha.. strange world...

pheww all for today

2008-02-24T21:35:00.000+08:00

whaaa took me a long time to finished this blog... well my life starts today..~~

hm..

2008-02-24T20:23:00.000+08:00

. first post since 5 years.. ok tomorrow i start my blog..

~~if i had a chance to love you~~